OT SLOVA HOODO means ARTIST, said in a very sarcastic way by a very unkind (not tactful? stupid? uneducated?) person. Means BAD artist. Are there are bad artists, maybe, but keep it to yourself, and who are you to judge?
It moves you, feel happy and inspired, you hate it, then keep on walking.
Took me years to learn, that if you are, I AM , an Artist, then that is how it is. Take it or leave it.
I do it for me as much as I do it for you. It is not easy to create, not easy to learn the skills, but in my life art making is the only one constant thing that had been with me at all times, and for that I am eternally grateful.